Hippo..

i duno where to go..

i duno what to do..

i duno how to breathe..

i duno who to find..

i duno where n when to cry cuz.. i did it like thousands times

n i duno how to love without you..

when i noe dat u got someone else now

or to be more accurately

u found my replacement

i knew that i once wished dat sumone would take care of u

well i feel a bit relief now (:

finally u got someone who will always be with u in no time

someone who will hug u when u need it

n someone who will share ur love when u need a touch

i pray for ur happiness (: perhaps

cuz

deep inside my heart

theres a hole of miserable

to see u n her

to see u guys so happy

n most surprising

u watch all the kpop videos posted by her ?!

u once said kpop sucks

i will always remember that cuz i hate it too :D

but where's the 'u' ?

i miss to call u my baby hippo ;3

i know this is all bcoz of me..

i'm the one who chose dis way

but dear, i didnt do it wifout thinking wisely

i decided this for our own good..

i know u cant live wifout me , far away n never been beside u when u need me..

i'm sorry.. i know i chose dis way but i never think of its effect..

my mind was and is so confusing bout dis

i NEVER wanna let u go but

i HAVE to let u go

to make sure that someone will take very good care of u

cuz i love u so much

whenever i see a loving couple

our memories will run in my mind

happy memories but it hurts me

all i can do now is sitting n watch my own tears rolling wishing dat we were in 2010

but i know..

past will remain past

but why i still remembering u in present ?

n what would happen at the future ? between us ?

i can let u go

but i cant let this love go