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Sunday, August 22

the way i loved you (:

i miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
it’s 2am and i’m cursing your name
you’re so in love that you act insane
and that’s the way i loved you

breakin’ down and coming undone
it’s a roller coaster kinda rush
and i never knew i could feel that much
and that’s the way i loved you

he respects my space
and never makes me wait
and he calls exactly when he says he will

he’s close to my mother
talks business with my father
he’s charming and endearing
and i’m comfortable

he can’t see the smile i’m faking
and my heart’s not breaking
cause i’m not feeling anything at all

and you were wild and crazy
just so frustrating intoxicating
complicated, got away by some mistake and now

i miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
it’s 2am and i’m cursing your name
i’m so in love that i acted insane
and that’s the way i loved you

breaking down and coming undone
it’s a roller coaster kinda rush
and i never knew i could feel that much
and that’s the way i loved you (:

-lyric la ni :D

Thursday, August 19

my Bday dis yr~ Best :)) but..

haha aku hampir terlupe bhawa 19ogos ialah bday aku
nasib baek si tut ingatkan
pape pun aku rasa dis yr is the best yr of my bday
x tahu knape
maybe............hmm mls nk ckp :)

pape pon tanks to org2 yg wish aku
munie syaf fara syira zuriah aisha shida aina bissmi bye z yaya n spe2 la lg :))
i love u guys til the end <3 hee jiwang plak
adiah ? hmm mls nk ckp nti korg jeles :P


but the bad story is....
nape la hari yg happy ni aku gado ngan kwn aku.haha!
okla aku ngaku salah aku sbb x nk bg die bace tu..
tp aku xnk b bkn sbb nk bg die sedih or wateva..
tp sbb aku nk jage hati die....
i love her so much n i would never hurt her feelings...
tp ..tahla if x bg bace pon salah if bg bace lg la salah
i really hope she could understand my situation..
plis dun cry ..i'm so damn sorry :(
plis dun make my life full of ..this suffering or wateva ..
i knew my english is not as good as u..
but trust me.. u are so lucky 2 av him..
thats all i can say :'(

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME ! :DD

Wednesday, August 11

indah khabar dr rupa :)

sad story actually ni
mwahaha
knape ey skrg masalah dtg cpt btol
blum selesai yg lame dtg yg latest
kalo baju tape gak
mmg aq tgh usha baju2 nk bli 4 raye ni
i wish to buy some extraordinary fashion dis time
haha n what its goin 2 be?

huh esok mati aku.mati
kene sound dgn abg roy
aku sgt la JAMIN
huh agak cuak la
sir pliz jgn masuk campo hal sye sye tahu awk caring tp i know what i'm doin
n i appreciate ur attention :)

&&
huh aku bkn la nk ktuk bulan puase ni
tp ape salahnya kutuk x mention name
awak tu kn harapkan rupa ada.otak ada
tp saya x sangke awak sekejam tu
saya selalu tgk dlm filem
tp x sangke pulak saya akan terlibat dgn org yg kejam mcm awk mcm dlm filem tu
for de first time n forever~ i hate you
but i didnt understand y people still respect u
even thought i'm the half innocent one
bhahah ade ke?
wateva(:

btw adek 2pk3 yg ngekngok
i'm not a player
dah die bwat dulu saya so apa slahnya sya memulangkan paku kepala keras
jgn nk kurang ajar setakat dlm fon je

Sunday, August 8

this is so embarrassing !

hah lme da aku x upload....eh i mean update
well mmg lumrah hidup aku lupa nk update
whatever
banyak cita aku da terleps nak luahkan :(
takpe la
the story yg aku nk share skrg ni;

this is so humiliating !
first time org tumbangkan ego aku?
okla aku mgaku slama ni aku ego
cam dlm fb~ nk org add dlu tego dlu komen dlu
if msg~ nk org msg dlu tye kaba dlu smpaikan ngan bf aku pena sekali je msg die dulu
kt sek~ nk org tego dlu senyum dulu specially trhdap kaum adam even ade yg aku knl aku x kn senyum selagi mereka x bwat begitu
tp skrg.....ugh skrg ni aku rasa ego aku tercabar gile !

first time aku kena berebut ?
first time aku terhegeh macam ni ?
malu weyyy .... aku x tau knape dgn org mcm kau aku boleh tumbang
nak kate kau special sgt , hmm biase2 je
ade 2 mata 1 mulut 2 lubang idung n 1 idung
so ape yg beza nya ?
still i cant figure it out =.=

actually post ni lebey kpd mengutuk diri aku la
so u guys nk gelak , i dont mind
cuz i learnt a lesson from him
jgn terlebey ego n jgn terlebey terhegeh kt org

salam :)