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Monday, October 31

Hippo..

i duno where to go..
i duno what to do..
i duno how to breathe..
i duno who to find..
i duno where n when to cry cuz.. i did it like thousands times
n i duno how to love without you..
when i noe dat u got someone else now
or to be more accurately
u found my replacement

i knew that i once wished dat sumone would take care of u
well i feel a bit relief now (:
finally u got someone who will always be with u in no time
someone who will hug u when u need it
n someone who will share ur love when u need a touch
i pray for ur happiness (: perhaps

cuz

deep inside my heart
theres a hole of miserable
to see u n her
to see u guys so happy
n most surprising
u watch all the kpop videos posted by her ?!
u once said kpop sucks
i will always remember that cuz i hate it too :D
but where's the 'u' ?
i miss to call u my baby hippo ;3


i know this is all bcoz of me..
i'm the one who chose dis way
but dear, i didnt do it wifout thinking wisely
i decided this for our own good..
i know u cant live wifout me , far away n never been beside u when u need me..
i'm sorry.. i know i chose dis way but i never think of its effect..
my mind was and is so confusing bout dis
i NEVER wanna let u go but
i HAVE to let u go
to make sure that someone will take very good care of u
cuz i love u so much
whenever i see a loving couple
our memories will run in my mind
happy memories but it hurts me
all i can do now is sitting n watch my own tears rolling wishing dat we were in 2010
but i know..
past will remain past
but why i still remembering u in present ?
n what would happen at the future ? between us ?

i can let u go
but i cant let this love go