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Sunday, March 13

WTV

just what i predicted last yr (:
what does it mean ?
u know that i'm studying in a different school now so
-no handphone
-cant sleep whenever u want (u dont even get enough sleep !)
-no free time
-no surfing web
-HOMESICK !
these're what i have to face.
i was cryin every nite for the first 3days
hahaha very funny rite ?
n i'm tired of crying for the same reason wishing that i can turn back my past n make this wont happen.
integomb is completely differ from smkpj !
specially dlm bab agama.
i was like....
dunno what to say.
i was thinking to transfer to smkpj back.
then bla bla bla
now insyaAllah i'm ok with dis school
better than okay (:
hope dis wuld last long , amin !

n i feel like i got 2 personalities now !
when at the integomb , i become a very good person (haha)
when i return home , i turn myself to my old-self .
u will have no idea !
but that is me.
n feels like i'm a fake n had make a big mistakeS.
ugh whateva !

life in integomb ?
so fine !
people there r soo friendly !
n the strangest thing is .. u will never know the people by their real name.
means they only use their nickname n i never know what's their real name :D
n their nickname are like .. haha u'll never heard !
n some of dem r not so ALIM pun.
the teachers ?
same as smkpj !
kind , caring , n i really love my chemistry teacher cuz she always has the spirit of teaching xD
n at integomb. .we didnt study all the time except for those pmr n spm candidates.
well i'm kinda happy here :)
with my new 3besties
they light up my days !
put pipah maria
ilysm !

but when i return home
i'm startin to miss my old life back.
i was so free before dis n...happy !
but its ok i didnt feel regret on what i done n happened
haha xD
i always pray that i can survive here at integomb n 'catch my high dream' n hope that dis sacrifice will worth what i've been always wish for
:)

xoxo