new life ~ juz what i'd imagined last year

1week 2days at asrama?

pergh dunno what to say.

memang homesick la until now.

1st tu nak cari kawan memang senang cuz bdk2 kt sane frenly gile babi

tapi nak cari kawan baek tu....T^T

alhamdulilah so far aku ade 2 or 3 membe rapat

sikit kn T^T

yg sorang tu pun adik angkat

tp lebih baek ade dr takde kn ?

alhamdulilah lgpun aku baru seminggu.

plus aku x pegy orientation so memang situation ni akan jadi

aku redha (:

ms 3rd day tu aku cry teruk gile XD

i miss my family , my home , old frens , old teachers , HIM !

i felt like... ugh nak pindak blk smkpj ! ! !

kt sek tu mmg suasane laen gile dr smkpj !

da name pon integrasi.

tudung x bole singkat.

pergaulan kene ade batas nye.

nak bwat community pon haram.

skali korg wat mslh.

mmg bsuk la nme korg 1 sek nti.

tp yg bgos nye dak integomb ni takkan anti kite.

dorg still akan kwn nan kite cume dorg akn ckp2 blkg ar.

n environment die ?

memang aku x bole terime mule2.

bkn nak kate aku ni tak ingat agame islam ke.

tp bile msuk sne mmg rse kerdil ar.

bru seda byk gile dosa aku.

rupe nye byk lg hal agame aku tataw.

aku rase malu je , tp mcm tak phm lak aku kn mmg muke tembok.

hoho.

cikgu2 kt sne ok !

cume ad due tige yg mcm ....hmmm

tp still aku rindu cg smkpj.

tade cg yg bole ganti tmpt dowg kt aty aku yg suci ni.

tell me why

assalamualaikum !

actually aku belum daftar masuk asrama.

eh kejap , isnin td da daftar.

tapi rabu ni baru pegi.

tapi ramai ingat aku da pegi !

actually aku kena chicken pox so die tak bagi masuk awal. adoii

bile aku on9 je mesti orang tanye aku balik rumah kejap ke.

takkan la tiap2 ari aku balik rumah ingat asrama tu bapak aku punye :D

actually masa tulis post ni aku tengah

well kurang gembire xD

frust tak when u wait someone til midnite waitin for his/her text or call then about 12am++ die text "i'm tired now cant text u or otp"

haha so shit bebeh !

eh impossible la penat sampai cant talk kn ?

well we dunno cuz we'r not in his/her situation.

but at least cakap la dari awal taknak contact satu hari kn sng !! grrrr

i'm sick and tired of ur attitude and ur reasons.

and i feel like i dont know u.

you tell me that u need me then u ignore me.

yes i remember what u said that nite.

the PAIN was beating on me like a drum.

but i know that u see what u'r doin to me.

tell me why ?

ok finish merapu xD

thnks 4 read :)

i hate crying !

yeah lihatlah tajuk. mesti suda paham.

since i broke with sape tah , i promised to myself that i would never ever cry even a tear !

even i move to new school. .i didnt cry

but when i remembered that i'll be far apart from my friends especially the alpharian

tears come out jugak :'(

i know i have to be strong

but they are so special

bukan special yg di-consider OKU xD

i mean

even i'm not so talkative

i used to sit with them n hear what they talking about

n that'll make me laugh macam nak tercabut tekak !

especially maryleen n fara

mary dgn gelak donkey die *aku pun x taw mcm mne die bole buat,yg penting gigi die putih gile!

fara biase la dgn lawak bangang die n mulut lepas. hee

then bile syira termenung mary or fara akan jerit "WOY INGAT KAT **** JE ! "

pastu syaf pulak dtg "eh takla die tgh pandang mu****** kt luar kls tu !"

then dhanusya geleng2 "ish syahira awk ni nk mne satu ?"

"mne de dhanu awk pcaye la saye ! cume ade **** dlm aty sye ! (:P) kn fil kn?" syira akn cakap mcm tu dgn muke innocent la sgt.

aku speechless.

ati kau bukan ati aku ! sorry syira :P

pastu kak idah a.k.a shida dtg dgn 'sleng' ....sleng ap eh ? yg slu eric pakai tu

"kowrang satu jam ni cikguu takde ya ! " haha sleng bodoe tu la

time cg tade 3rk1 enjoy gile babi

munie & yaya buat bising mcm2 la dgn care tepuk tgn ke..nak bls dendam kt 4beta ms tu.

pastu aina pandang munie n yaya slek , mcm MAK mara anak :D

amar si ketua x peduli pun dgn kls die

the best monitor ever ! aku jujur ni ! cuz ko biarkan kitorang bising , tu yg aku bg ko darjat yg tinggi camtu.

amar sibuk berurusan dgn pak ustaz 3rk1 a.k.a luqman ruslan

luqman lg sorg ?

oh ape lg dgn cite chow kit die

chua dgn chris khusyuk gile dgr yg luqman kate taun dpn die nk pindah smkck (smk chow kit) *actually luqman bgtaw aku die nak pindah smkck aritu* xD bodoe punye luqman mesti cg intan sarina lailee sjaiful *aku hafal doe* bahagia ko akhirnya sek dkt tmpt favorite ko

nanti cite kat aku mcm mne sek tu cuz aku pun ingat nk apply

sumpah menyampah budak2 laki suke je sebut chow kit

iqraq pun same. tp time paling best aku terperasan aw, time pmr n amek result iqraq bersongkok ! bkn nk perli just nk ckp ko hensem weh n muat pulak songkok tu kt kepale ko :P

then cg masuk

abg roy punye time

faiz mesti buat muke if abg roy tye pape

aku ingat lg pantun dorg wat psl abg roy

hotstuff doe abg roy !

bangge gile kak ros a.k.a bissmi jd kekasih gelap die

haha

aku dgn zuriah msti kne attack dgn abg roy cuz berborak

aish benci doe

da la suke sepak meja org

kaki panjang konon

haha puas da aku merepek !

kalo ade cite x betol korg maafkan la ye :)

aku pun ingat2 lupe sume ni

btw aku just nk ckp

aku sayang gile babi kt korang whether kite rapat ke x !

without korg aku mungkin x kn smpai mcm skrg ! ceyh !

aku rindu 2rk1 & 3rk1 !

but at the same time aku da start fall in luv dgn alpha !

kls yg se-macam RK1 gak !

haha but unfortunately sekejap je aku dpt rase duduk dlm alpha

sedih jugak bile ingat

but i believe sumday we'll meet again n aku hope we'll be friends forever ! *amboyy

k la take care ya korang :')

p/s ; aku bwk gmbr kls 3rk1 g asrama xD